Kiss

Dear I finally dream of u again. This time was that i was talking with some friends abt going to the movies. There were some elaborate planning which lead me to comment that I am lucky to have them to do the planning and u to go with, to the movie. The image then change to two couples, lying on the ground, side by side with the ladies lying prone on top of the guys. I've no idea who were the other couple, but we were discussing about scary movies where there are mysterious hands touching the legs of the viewers in the cinema. You said you're not afraid but I was teasing that you will be. As we were "arguing", I silence you by giving you a kiss. We kissed for the a while. Then you smiled at me. It was so sweet. Nothing was disturbing my sleep, but yet, at that point in time, I woke up. I guessed I must have some how realized that this is not real. Sigh... If only it was....

Happy Birthday to Me

Dear, it was such a sad day, that day was. In fact, the whole week, the days leading to it were just as sad. That's because I couldn't helping thinking that from now onwards, I can only share my birthday with you in the temple and no where else. our assets Can no longer look forward to having a nice meal with you, a nice outing with you, a nice present from you on that day anymore. That day will never be the same without you. It hurt so bad just thinking about it. Dear, yet even so, I'm so happy you agreed to share that piece of cake and coffee with me that morning. That thought keep me going for the rest of the day. Being busy in office helps a lot. Think I'll do that from now on. I need to save my leaves for Evan anyway. You know, I'm almost done with settling your assets. Just some small hickups but easily solve once I find the time to do it. As you know, I'll be at ICT these 2 weeks. I'll miss going to see you in the morning. It has always been something I look forward to every week. Dear, I asked you to look for me, of not any other days, at least during my birthday. Why have you not come? Nevertheless, I'll continue to hope that one day, you find your way into my dreams. I hope we can have a good chat then, and do some catching up for the time we've lost. Looking forward to seeing you then. I miss you and love you.